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MY GROWN-UP CHRISTMAS LIST

What’s on your list?

I’ve been a list maker since forever and I have been an old soul since as early as I can remember too. I remember car rides growing up and how I would go into a world of imagination each time staring out the window, daydreaming about life in my “old soul” yet immature kind of way. But out of those journeys, what I remember more than the daydreams were the music. One song around this time of year that spoke to my heart and reveries was the Amy Grant classic “My Grown-Up Christmas List. “

Well last week that song came up in the car with my kids and well it got me thinking, leading me to this week’s Truth Seeking Right Here Right Now devotional now up on the blog. It is called “My Grown-up Christmas List.”

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TIS’ THE SEASON TO… RECEIVE

Who is feeling exhausted lately?


I mean I am on so many levels, mainly because of having an infant but also because of the hustle and bustle, the hurry and the worry… Wait! Hold up. What is this season about?

Presents upon presents upon draining bank accounts and … Wait! Press the brakes and pause into PRESENCE. As much as this season is about giving, isn't it really about receiving? Hear me out in this week’s Truth Seeking Right Here Right Now devotional… TIS’ THE SEASON.

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Jesus is Still in the Boat

No matter how it may seem or feel…

Jesus is by our side.


Then, why do we fear? Why do we doubt? Why do we question the quiet times or even the times that rage? Why do we question why God sends us places where we may feel inferior or like it’s too big for us? Why do we entertain the feelings when God's promises are true?

Honestly, I question myself on this and this is what I find time and time again… it is because we are human. We are walking through a journey, a real-not-perfect one.


Still there is so much to learn during the storms of life like the disciples learned in Mark 4:35-41. That’s the topic of this week’s Truth Seeking Right Here Right Now devotional… JESUS IS STILL IN THE BOAT.

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Fixing Our Focus

Focus, focus, focus…

These days everything seems to be fighting for my focus. And while I am a very focused person, the reality is my focus is sometimes flawed and even tangled up in confusion. That is why I must first turn to to Jesus time and time again. Jesus knows the course. He guides us so graciously to stay the course.

What helps you focus? What do you do to keep yourself focused on Jesus FIRST?

For this week’s devotional, let’s go back to the Book of Revelations when Jesus instructed John to write to the seven churches in Asia Minor. Let’s focus on Sardis and how its present didn't match its past yet it was a powerhouse at the time. You see they were content with their past encounters with the Lord but not moving forward in their relationship with Him.

Can we get like that too? Focused on what God has already done and not in growing our relationship with Him deeper? Well that is the focus of this week’s Truth Seeking Right Here Right Now devotional called… Fix our Focus.

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Eyes on the Prize

Busyness can be a distraction. It can make us feel like we are being productive but busy does not always mean productive.


I think of Eve, Martha and David and how they all faltered in their distractions. But I think of Nehemiah and how despite soooo many distractions he continued on what he was called to do, rebuilding the wall around Jerusalem. I want to be like Nehemiah even now as I write this and I see the notifications on my phone competing for my attention. I need to keep my eyes fixed on what matters, on what I don’t necessarily see, on eternity…

Check it out in this week’s Truth Seeking Right Here Right Now devotional called… Eyes on the Prize.

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No New Tricks

I was healed from anxiety in my thirties after decades. Then, flash forward 5.5 years later… I was blessed to be pregnant again at the age of 39 free of anxiety for the first time.

Praise God!

But that didn’t make me invisible to the enemy. He tried at me again and I do plan to continue to share more about this.

The devil tried to steal my joy and peace.

But no one can do that!

You see the devil has no new tricks.

Check it out in this week’s Truth Seeking Right Here Right Now devotional called… No New Tricks.

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THE CHOICE IS MINE

Life is full of experiences, good and bad. It is full of choices too. Often it involves the choice of how we respond to and through those experiences.

Over the past couple of weeks, I have faced this with many situations including one with my daughter. It required me to make a conscious decision in how I would respond and what my outlook would be despite the situation.

Check it out in this week’s Truth Seeking Right Here Right Now devotional called… The Choice is Mine.

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DANCING ON THE PLATEAU

Have you ever reached a place you felt stuck?

Like you were growing and improving on something or even a dream or goal was unfolding and then it came to what “seemed” like a standstill? I know that feeling and situation in more ways than one. But today let’s focus on how it relates to my son’s allergies.

If you know us, you know his testimony. He had 21 as an infant and then around the age of four or five, it went down to 3! Now, at the age of eight…

We are still at 3!


At our appointment this month, his allergist who we love told us what the data and blood showed for the past 3 years, “TJ’s allergies seem to have ‘hit that plateau.’”


Wait, that couldn’t be right…

We are praying and believing for a shift.

And yet, we know what the numbers show. It’s easy to see those numbers as facts because they are what are before us in plain sight. Still… there is more because there is God! BUT GOD…

God is why I’m over here dancing on that very plateau, which leads us to the topic of this week’s Truth Seeking Right Here Right Now devotional… Dancing on the Plateau.



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Forgiving Sticks, Stones and Words too

I was bullied.

It was not in elementary, middle or even high school. It was in college.


I was ashamed of it for the longest time. Even after removing myself from those people for good at the age of 21, I held onto the acts & words. I hadn’t even realized it but I had stored it deep down where really I should have been storing the words of God.


However, I hadn’t read the Bible yet for myself so I didn’t know to lean on what God said about me.


I didn’t even know what He said. I didn’t have those truthful words stored in my heart for times like those. So, I stayed in situations and around people who were not good for me. Still, God is so good! He was there. He was working!

Such situations have been around for ages. The passing of centuries does NOT make it right though. I think of Daniel, Esther and even Jesus in the Bible. They all faced unfair treatment or situations where unjust treatment was present.

And it is the topic of this week’s Truth Seeking Right Here Right Now devotional.



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WHAT HAVE YOU DONE FOR ME LATELY?

Anyone else commute a decent distance for work?

This year on my commutes, I traveled alone without kids. Therefore, I had a lot more time to think and observe. That was in addition to more time to pray and praise too.

One observation came in late May 2022, on a hot and traffic-filled afternoon.

It was one that convicted me to reflect on what I see and what I soon forget. Or will I remember? 

And it is the topic of this week’s Truth Seeking Right Here Right Now devotional. Check it out here.



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DEVOTIONAL SERIES 1, TRUTH SEEKINGJen Kosudafaithhopelove, faith, love, god, glorify god, realnotperfect, beauty, women supporting women, moms supporting moms, friends, purpose, god's purpose, devotionals, blogging, god is good, jesus, love, better together, lift each other, we all have purpose, lifting, be you, purpose, born with purpose, his masterpiece, loved, lift up, humility, help, love, lift, life, sisterhood, friendship, women supporting women, fuel, kids, christian kid, parenting, mom life, god's words, church on fire, devotional, faith devotional, daily devotional, weekly devotional, motherhood unplugged, christian lifestyle blog, christianity, the word of god, faith over fear, fear is a liar, freedom, truth seeking, truth seeker, truth over lies, real life, every day faith, real not perfect, living and learning, devotional series, faith devotionals, faith, faith blogger, mom life, faith mama, opportunity, knock knock, doors, trust, grass, the grass is not greener, husbands, wives, marriage, wife, relationships, moments, running, god’s love, presence, growth, part the sea, trials, challenges, rise above, raising kids, leadership, serving, be like jesus, more like jesus, sensitive, sensitive but strong, strength, true strength, the joy of the lord is my strength, empathy, healing, tears, humbled, confidence, book signings, warrior, author, christ, shofar, joshua, heaven, fields of gold, teenager, self esteem, self confidence, depression, anxiety, body image, mental health matters, decision making, decisions, rocking chair challenge, rockign chairs, no regrets, perception, heart to heart, judgment, judgment free, do not judged, god is judge, talking, kids talk, presence over presents, when pigs fly, nothing is impossible, word over world, word of god speak, speak truth, believe, keep believing, protection, safety, it is possible, praying mothers, food allergies, kids with food allergies, food allergies awareness week, food allergy mom, advocate, prepare, pray, pray and believe, letter, open letter, loving letter, turning forty, forty and fabulous, what i learned, lessons learned, birthdays, happy birthday, new decade, milestones, growing older, wisdom, will, anything is possible, freedom relationships, high school, unanswered prayers, prayers, my story, testimony, my story for god’s glory, my testimony, obedience, holy spirit, pray in spirit, trust god, god’s plans over mine, god’s will, god’s will be done, time flies, time, productivity, busy, busy is not productive, make moments matter, holy spirit convictions, time is money, embrace the moments, mornings, what matters, sleep, blessings, insomnia, praying wife, count the blessings, commutes, commuting, remember to remember, remember, grateful hearts, pay it forward, be kind alwaysComment
COUNTING BLESSINGS, INSTEAD OF SHEEP

Are you like me and ever battle with sleep issues?

Oh how I love the feeling of laying down in an already-made bed to catch some Zs but often those same Zs play hard to get. Therefore, sleep and I have had quite the tumultuous relationship over the years.

This week’s devotional takes us back to 2009 after one of the happiest times of my life. It was soon after that, that one of the most intense battles with sleep came.


It was then that I barely slept for 6 months. I could not catch up with the Zs so I knew I needed a change and that is just what I did…


I was running on empty and feeling so guilty but our God was right there, guiding me to learn a very important lesson and techniques to last a lifetime.


That is the topic of week 18’s Truth Seeking Right Here Right Now devotional series. Check it out here.



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DEVOTIONAL SERIES 1, TRUTH SEEKINGJen Kosudafaithhopelove, faith, love, god, glorify god, realnotperfect, beauty, women supporting women, moms supporting moms, friends, purpose, god's purpose, devotionals, blogging, god is good, jesus, love, better together, lift each other, we all have purpose, lifting, be you, purpose, born with purpose, his masterpiece, loved, lift up, humility, help, love, lift, life, sisterhood, friendship, women supporting women, fuel, kids, christian kid, parenting, mom life, god's words, church on fire, devotional, faith devotional, daily devotional, weekly devotional, motherhood unplugged, christian lifestyle blog, christianity, the word of god, faith over fear, fear is a liar, freedom, truth seeking, truth seeker, truth over lies, real life, every day faith, real not perfect, living and learning, devotional series, faith devotionals, faith, faith blogger, mom life, faith mama, opportunity, knock knock, doors, trust, grass, the grass is not greener, husbands, wives, marriage, wife, relationships, moments, running, god’s love, presence, growth, part the sea, trials, challenges, rise above, raising kids, leadership, serving, be like jesus, more like jesus, sensitive, sensitive but strong, strength, true strength, the joy of the lord is my strength, empathy, healing, tears, humbled, confidence, book signings, warrior, author, christ, shofar, joshua, heaven, fields of gold, teenager, self esteem, self confidence, depression, anxiety, body image, mental health matters, decision making, decisions, rocking chair challenge, rockign chairs, no regrets, perception, heart to heart, judgment, judgment free, do not judged, god is judge, talking, kids talk, presence over presents, when pigs fly, nothing is impossible, word over world, word of god speak, speak truth, believe, keep believing, protection, safety, it is possible, praying mothers, food allergies, kids with food allergies, food allergies awareness week, food allergy mom, advocate, prepare, pray, pray and believe, letter, open letter, loving letter, turning forty, forty and fabulous, what i learned, lessons learned, birthdays, happy birthday, new decade, milestones, growing older, wisdom, will, anything is possible, freedom relationships, high school, unanswered prayers, prayers, my story, testimony, my story for god’s glory, my testimony, obedience, holy spirit, pray in spirit, trust god, god’s plans over mine, god’s will, god’s will be done, time flies, time, productivity, busy, busy is not productive, make moments matter, holy spirit convictions, time is money, embrace the moments, mornings, what matters, sleep, blessings, insomnia, praying wife, count the blessingsComment